Tuesday, December 09, 2008

wah. i m super tired. i woke up earlier then usual today to get the conference room ready and i felt stupid i tell u. i cleaned and set the table last week then made everything look professional and nice. even laid out a tray with sugar, creamer and sweetener for all those tea lovers. then as i was sitting in the meeting, i saw s1 pour the tea, open a packet of creamer, pour the creamer into the cup, then he paused. i was sitting to his right, 2 seats away from being his direct opposite and i was observing. and in my mind, i went OH SHIT! I FORGOT THE TEASPOONS! haha ah wells. at least i rectified it for the second meeting, THANK GOD the auditors didnt try to have tea during the first meeting.

ok. so i have been working non stop since the start of day. finally getting a breather now. and i was speaking to my parents about the stressful nature of this job (contrary to wad people think and assume when they come in and see me sipping lipton, or using this great privilege of the inet comp or saying that i m the only f***ing nsf in the whole battalion who has his own office, they are all breather periods like now. when it gets intense, it really gets intense), i guess i m still trying my best fumbling and feeling my way about. nevertheless, lifes been good. and i guess i agree with my dad saying this is an introduction to the real corporate world and baby saying this is a learning experience that God is using to shape me.

and i guess now i realise, somethings can only be learnt by adopting a hands on approach. its like how this job looks easy. but as alvin experienced last week, the lowest level of stress can be experienced in a very simple way. for example, when my boss can uses a barrage of questions to silence u when u do the simple stuff like bring in documents for him to sign. and hence a spirit of sharpness is forged. haha. to me, hes the smiling assasin.

and i feel fat and weak. really need to take a trip to the gym which i havent done for almost 2 weeks. i mean like its only been a about slightly below 2 months here and my chin ups have fallen from 12 to 9. sucky ...

yups. i shall forfeit duty rest tmr for battalion pt. cheers! waters boiling. and like i was saying. earlier. i net. and my warm beverage awaits me.

let my life be your clay,
mould me in your way...

|cowpoo| 1:50 PM|

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